somehow

this year seems to fly by real fast... so many things are happening and often all at the same time... Efforts seems futile this year too... as much as I try, it seems that the output is little. It's getting frustrating when it seems that I've been trying my very best. Perhaps more needs to be done? Perhaps I need to work on it with a different method. Giving myself datelines are also probably making things worse but I know I need it.

On the hindsight, I am grateful for the little things in life. I find joy in just spending time at home, reading a book snuggled up in bed, chats with overseas friends, occasional meet up with my dearest pals, working with the one kid who shows potential. Even a smile and five minutes with Renee makes my day.

I definitely need a break and to refresh myself. I can't wait for next week... I hope to be better when I'm back! I will work on my efforts again and this time I hope it'll be better...